Wednesday, July 15, 2009

By Any Other Name

I'm officially Melanie Campbell, finally.

I've been Melanie Light for far too long. While I love the name itself, it has an unfortunate relationship to my adoptive father. It ties me to a family of which I have not been a part, even as long as I have had the name. I remember, as young as 4 years old, a sense of injustice when it came to my dad. And later, his absolute disregard for logic whenever any situation was emotionally-charged.

I can move beyond everything I know of him now, and everything my family has been through because of him and his brothers, his parents, and indeed everyone who ever had the name Light; because I am now creating a meaning for my own name, together with Colin and Calina Campbell -- a new namesake that will carry with it a different type of love.

1 comment:

  1. Hi Melanie, As much as I understand what you are saying it hurts my heart that you felt and still feel that way. Just know that you are an awesome girl and you are loved very much!!!!!! when are you coming to Lake Wales? I love the pics of Calina (wow, what baby blues) how long will she be wearing her cute little helmet? let me hear from you.

    Love,
    Gail

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